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I never believed in the 'friendship' concept.



I never believed in the 'friendship' concept.
Whenever someone calls me their best friend I cringe away. Mostly because I keep wondering on how much they’ve truly known me.

Everybody just knows me as the happy, easy-going girl, the one who always takes the wise decisions, the one we always go to when we need to get a moral boost.

Everyone feels they know me.
Everybody talks to me because I somehow manage to make them feel good about themselves.
Or perhaps everyone believes I'm their friend because I am nice to them.

But nobody knows me. Not entirely. How can they possibly know me when I have not even met the whole of myself? Unless I have! *smirks*

I have been suffocating with the subjects I chose to do.
I don't relate to them. I am doing them just because I wanted to make others happy. and yes that's me doing that- I the person who always beckons others to listen to their hearts and not society.

Yes, I'm pathetic, worthy of your pity perhaps but I know what it's like to live the life I live, to live a life where I still doubt if I'm me parents' own kid, to live a life that is not the one I wanted, to be surrounded by adults I never want to grow into.


To have 'friends' who think they know me.

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