Life changes so much..
Have people around me changed or is it just my perspective that has altered. It
could be both-as well that it could be solely one option. But it would never me
none of them. Definitely not. Things change, they just do-whether it is my
perspective or people.
Sometimes
I feel so alien in this vast world. Sometimes I wonder if I was seeing the same
things through my eyes as the world is seeing through theirs…Everything seems
so fake and nothing else than a mere illusion.
Why?
I
am not here, although I am here. I seem to be lost in some other world- one
that nobody seems aware of. No actually, there's not one world-There's many of
them, depending on the perfect scenarios that I make up in my mind. Whether it
was as a child: one with superpowers and magic, as a teenager: the limelight
glamorous red carpet, or my spiritual world or even my future one! I just seem
to find myself in completely different worlds all the while being in this
actual one! I don't seem to be living in this actual one though. It's as if
there's something out there waiting for me- conceived only for me! Yeah-! Me!
Who I really Am!
I
feel more connected to myself- this personal conversation had always existed,
it always did! I remember sitting I front of my mirror when I was younger,
asking myself as to who I was. I would look at myself, delving into the same
eyes that were watching me!
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Carefully inspecting every swirling orb. I was
seeing myself in the eye. I was contesting my ego. I wanted to know who I was.
And my eyes seemed to be the only windows that could give me a rates of the
answer! They say that the eyes are the windows of the soul which
is en-caged in our body! Perhaps that I was trying to know my
soul... But the eyes- they were so full of a light. A light that
deceived the glint that I the moonlight sent! It was a sort of
knowing-ness. As if those eyes beheld the truth. It was a light of crystal
clear wisdom and truth- one that inspired me to fall in love with them.To fall
irrevocably in love with myself and to dive into the answer! A
communion! The answer lied right there-begged me to come to it, to free in
from the shackles of my body. I would have to unleash the soul for it. And true
be it. But, the answer was invisible. I wanted to enter the abode in my own
eyes... But again, those eyes pestered me. They haunted me. They grew more
mysterious...with each passing second I was trying to concentrate on
them..Nonetheless, I have to get there... I just have to!
Carefully inspecting every swirling orb. I was
seeing myself in the eye. I was contesting my ego. I wanted to know who I was.
And my eyes seemed to be the only windows that could give me a rates of the
answer! They say that the eyes are the windows of the soul which
is en-caged in our body! Perhaps that I was trying to know my
soul... But the eyes- they were so full of a light. A light that
deceived the glint that I the moonlight sent! It was a sort of
knowing-ness. As if those eyes beheld the truth. It was a light of crystal
clear wisdom and truth- one that inspired me to fall in love with them.To fall
irrevocably in love with myself and to dive into the answer! A
communion! The answer lied right there-begged me to come to it, to free in
from the shackles of my body. I would have to unleash the soul for it. And true
be it. But, the answer was invisible. I wanted to enter the abode in my own
eyes... But again, those eyes pestered me. They haunted me. They grew more
mysterious...with each passing second I was trying to concentrate on
them..Nonetheless, I have to get there... I just have to!