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A drive back from Mam's! :)

I'm coming back from Mam's place right now! I'm a bit tired like always- unfortunately I forgot my earphone at home so I can't really plug into my favourite tracks right now- so my sole resort was to put this on and start typing! I don't really know what to say or with- I have two articles pending- and I feel a little bit exasperated now. I All of this has definitely given me a self-satisfactory feeling- but somehow, I feel like I could always do more, always do better. Mom's driving right now, and believe me it's boring to have to hear a husband always trying to direct their wives at the steering wheel! -_- I just came back from seeing Shreyaan- she's gorgeous! I could spend hours only looking at her or wait for a teeny meeny smile to make its way on her delicately crafted wet baby pink lips! She's nearing 2 months now-and her eyes are opening more than before- and she kind of is looking everywhere now. There came a moment where I would stare ...

Excerpts from my Diary

"Throughout my short-lived life I have come to observe the world as a kind world full of cruel souls. You see, there will always be good and always be bad, but we don’t always see it. A bully doesn’t see how cruel he is and a monk doesn’t view himself as especially kind. I see myself as a cruel, selfish being. Sometimes it’s hard to be nice and sometimes it’s hard to be selfless. However, my main issue is self-hatred and so maybe I don’t see myself as kind for that reason (or maybe I’m just horrible). As a teenage girl, the badness in the world seems to overrun the goodness. How people see you seems to overrun how you see yourself. And issues seem to grow with time. Sometimes darkness clouds over the lightness and you’re just left choking in this thick fog with no way to escape and sometimes death seems like a nice option….But then the sun comes out and you can breathe. Over the past couple months I’ve decided that the issues inside my head aren’t going to go anytime soon. Ofc...

Interviews! Compilations! :)

Collecting these has been intricately gorgeous! I must say, I was dazzled by the answers of all of MY respondents! The purpose of this was to actually understand what goes on in people's mind when they read the questions I sent them. For those who did reply back- thank you for being part of this! <3  I'm culminating different approaches from different people. Basically, there's a set of 14 questions I streamed out from several places across the net. The general response I got was that "I look forward to replying to them! :*" ," I'm working on it and the questions are so so interesting <3" amongst others. Some inboxed telling that they were having a tough time expressing themselves with the questions- but I believe deep down, these questions attempt to urge you define Who You Are and somehow tickles you to project an Image that you deem as appropriate!  It's been a wonderful two day experience to message people and ask them if ...